I am stuck...

 It's been ages since I last wrote... I am stuck...

I took me a while to figure it out, but I feel that I have nothing to say... And I don't say it...

I don't want to knit, I don't want to write, I don't want to read and I only want to do the bare minimum, just to survive...

Although I know it is necessary to take breaks and to relax and don't care about anything, I think it is time to stop surviving and start doing things that I like... And have fun... And relax my mind...

Because, let me tell you... My mind is not relaxed...

I always think that I want to do things... And I don't do them... And then I feel like I failed... And it doesn't feel good...

Is that the best post ever? Nope...

Is that a post I can write and post? Yeap!!!

It is mandatory to get started and you will get there... (I have no idea who said it, but someone did... I am sure of that... 😄

I want to make plans... I need to make plans, so I have something to look for...

I did make plans before, but - since no one knew them - I didn't have anyone to keep me accountable... And accountability is what I need at the moment...

It took me 3 months to read a book...

I have started a cardigan and it is still in the bag...

I need to do things, not because someone told me to, but because I feel that I do nothing and it makes me feel bad about myself...

Starting from today...

My goals

I want to knit - at least - 3 times a week... And I will post on my mastodon and my instagram the progress...

Someone will say, "why didn't you"... It is my fault, actually... My phone is not that good and I felt that a photo must be perfect... Nope... Oh! I also have Daylyy... I will post there as well...

I want to read - at least - 4 days a week... And that is not difficult... At work I have big parts of time that I don't have something to do, so it is doable...

I want to write one post per week... And I need to figure out what to do with my blog... I have thoughts, I will check them out and I would love to hear from you your opinion and what you would like to see... 

That's it...

I will start small and I will go with the flow...

And having you will help me manage...

Have a nice weekend and I will talk to you next week...